I forgot how AWFUL it is to not be able to breathe nor sleep properly and to sneeze yourself awake with the most violently painful sneezes! And how there is no tissue in the world that can deal with the amount of water that runs out of my nose constantly. (sorry for sharing)
J had a bit of a laugh at me and said 'are you taking it like a man dear?' which is of course what I always say to him when he is moaning about a simple cold.
I take it all back, honest, it IS irritating.. the level of energy I normally have has now dwindled down to close to nothing. Going to the toilet and coming back to the couch to snuggle up under the quilt is such a big job!
And of course.. food pattern has been interesting again today. Because I am feeling SO sorry for myself I just had to make myself pancakes for lunch (isn't it weird how I always find the energy for that sort of stuff?) I remember ages ago (when I was under 30 ;)) that even though I had a fever and was too sick to go to work I was actually able to go to the supermarket to get some serious comfort food.
Thinks WHY... because my rational side is thoroughly convinced that it doesn't make me feel BETTER but WORSE... instant ratification no doubt, like Chantelle in Big Brother 'I want it now, I want it all'.
Difference is that she won 25000 pounds and an outlook on a million pounds earnings in the near future.
I look at an instant kilo weight addition and another 4 weeks of dieting extra. (because after the pancakes I spotted ice cream which was lovely but I could hear the calories squeek)
Pfah!
Did have an orange.
And broccoli soup left overs. (wonder how much goodness was left in that..)
Oh well... tomorrow we will have our weekly lunch with J's mum and she always makes an effort to squeeze a few vitamines in in the form of salads or stews.
Next week will be better. I am sure :)
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